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in ways it is reassuring to know that people remember me, though it always a surprise to see. thank you for sending me a message - i know though how terrible i can be for making responses and i don’t know how to apologise enough for that, though i am very sorry

my cat was hit by a car today - everything feels awful

there is something very corrosive about me and it causes so much destruction and I do not know myself well enough to stop it

does anybody ever feel as though they are not themselves? as though they aren’t completely there in a way and it is somebody else?